So, a bit more about me. I want to be a mindless bodybuilder who is always horny and wants to just lift weights, flex, and j/o all day. I've always wanted muscle, but only got serious about it when I quit drinking a couple of years ago. October will be 3 years of lifting and being sober.
When I started I was about 270lbs, and was about 40+% bodyfat, so I've made a lot of progress.
With my trainer, we recently did a few weeks of strength training, so my 1 Rep Maxes for my main lifts are: deadlift 345lbs, bench press 240lbs, squat 315lbs.
This week is week 2 od my hypertrophy (muscle building) stage. We'll be working for the next 8 weeks trying to turn my strength into size. After that we'll probably move into a cut for the summer, because my bf (bodyfat) is hovering around 20% and I'd like to see abs one day. But we might also just decide to go back and forth between strength and hypertrophy to build up my lean mass size. We'll see.
In the next year, I'd really like to find a bodybuilding coach to keep me on track with diet, posing, and all of that stuff., I'd also like to find an "owner" who could maybe manage my "image"...because I'd love to be a kept muscle stud who will flex on cam for money, but I don't really have a head for computers so having someone to take care of that, and make sure that my flexing is paying for supplements, "supplements" food, etc.
Mentally, I've been listening to a lot of files by Major Pixel, so that's where my head is at right now. I have a live tist over Skype who I have a great, but no-strings, relationship with who is helping me to get dumber and love flexing and being just a dumb muscle jock more and more. Sometimes I'm rtoo smart, but these days I'm getting into the dumb muscle thing really deeply, and I love it.