Good Boy Muscle Jock - Mind Progress

So....this is where it gets complicated. Working out I can do, I'm consistent, and can see steady results. I have a well-defined set of goals, and know how to reach them.

With mental progress, my goals seem to change with the seasons. There are times I like being smart, and other times when I want nothing else but to be a dumb meathead the rest of my life. This makes it a challenge to fuck with my mind, because what I want keeps changing.

Lately I've been more about being the dumb jock. I'm listening daily to Major Pixel's dumb jock file, and I think it's working. I haven't been following the news at all and find I feel; really disconnected from and bored by talk abnout current events. I'd really much rather listen to my Slow files and work out and jerk off all the time. I feel lazier when it comes to spelling and reading, and really have to struggle to care about typos. And really the only web pages I'm checking these days are tumblr (for muscle porn) and hypno sites like this one.

Part of my fantasies are to become not only dumb but to be a muscle whore as well, ready to be worshipped for money so that I can support myself and my bodybuilding without having to hold down a serious job. I just started as a personal trainer which is great and I love it, but I stil;l have to be a little smart to do it.

Really, is there a life better than working out, shooting up roids with a muscle buddy, having a no-strings j/o session with him and then maybe just playing video games, flexing, and listening tio hypno files the rest of the day? That's the life I want.